Who To Be, Who Not To Be?

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Who to be, Who not to be?
A consumed lawyer, A manipulating barrister
Fighting burdensome plights
Leading to sleepless nights
An observant writer, A lonely tale teller
Always struggling with originality
But only ending up with inanity
A workaholic manager, A ruthless entrepreneur
Overpowered by temptation only
To greet his inevitable conclusion

The choice is mine and mine alone
No matter what fate may be
Only our choices define our destiny
So the question still remains
Who to be, Who not to be?

Fear Of Fears

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I fear I’ll never know my purpose in life. To live a pointless and a worthless life. Never to find my destiny in life. My fear is not dying but living a life with no destination.

I fear I’ll never be able to experience my Great Perhaps. Never to know my role in the greatest play of all. Never to go on an adventure and find myself, my true self.

I fear I’ll never know what I truly want in life. To chase all the wrong dreams and let the right ones pass by. To live a life full of regret. To be unable to follow the omens to my buried treasure.

I fear I’ll never find the moment. The moment of pure happiness. The moment when all your worries fade away. The moment as Stephen Chbosky explained, the moment you feel infinite.

I fear I’ll never be a grateful kid for my mother. Always a disappointment, always a failure. A weak worrisome child. Never to fulfill her aspirations, never to end her apprehensions.

I fear I’ll never face my fears. All I will ever do is fear and make all these fears sincere. I fear my fears.